Parents Coming Out
I have been doing hard internal work to understand where I am with the LGBTQ+ community. Sharing my struggle is difficult because I fear the opinions of others, especially those I look up to. However, this has become very personal to me, so I battle my fear with the reality of the undeniable grief that parents experience. Through my own pain, I want to offer hope. In the church world of ‘don’t ask, don’t tell,’ parents suffer and agonize in silence.
Love the Sinner, Hate The Sin doesn’t work.
My heart swells for my close LGBTQ+ friends and, most importantly, my daughter (who permits me to share). Their stories wreck my heart of the rejection they’ve had to navigate, especially from Christians.
If the treatment they receive from the Christian community isn’t enough, parents are targeted, too. When children come out of the closet, parents go in.
As soon as LGBTQ+ is mentioned – we put people in a box, a category, a place of no return. They become one of “those” people. So, I naturally have a filter that triggers my thoughts to “it’ll be done to me, too.”
I know because I did it.
And it already has, but I’m okay with that. Jesus was targeted, too.
Have you ever noticed the thing you judge is what God will use in a very personal way to humble and take you to a deeper place with Him if you let him? He chisels away those hard, prickly, and not-so-pliable places. It is painful.
Maybe it’s just me.
I’ve been faced with this over many issues in my life. Probably the most profound was my judgment on divorced, single Moms who date so much, then…I became one.
This fear of what others think, especially those I respect, has paralyzed me long enough.
Jim and I are in a support group for Christian parents of LGBTQ+ kids worldwide through this ministry called Embracing the Journey. I was shocked to hear the stories and heartbroken for all the other parents who can’t navigate this confusing and fearful place with their Christian community.
Typically, the very friends we’ve raised children with who attended church and everything in between are not safe to discuss this challenging topic. The people they need most abandon them.
It absolutely wrecks me.
If you or someone you know needs a safe place, please reach out; you can trust complete confidentiality.
You are not alone.